I can only check his website so many times. (after a while I start to think, does he have that thing where you can see who's visited, and fuck! how many times? and I start to think maybe I shouldn't be bothering so much, or maybe I should click the link as many times as I friggin want to and stop being as self-conscious as I used to be at rock shows- oh bytheway I'm auditioning for a hardcore band, I had a crush on their bassist when I was 13- and just do whateverthefuck.)
-can only look at the clock so many times before I start to feel stupid for being awake.
unrelated; I don't think I've ever gotten poison ivy. Maybe I'm immune. Or maybe I'm incredibly deathly allergic, so my parents have kept me away from it all these years, and they just aren't telling me.
Posted by samantha at July 11, 2004 02:59 AM